October 13, 2009
Dear Maia,
Nothing makes one so aware of the passage of time as becoming a parent. As usual, I’ve had a hard time accepting that you’re growing up, and even though I’m typing this at 11pm on the 12th, I still call you my 7 month old. I can’t believe we’ve been together for so long, [...]
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September 18, 2009
Well, she’s still striking.
I feel miserable and rejected. The fact that she won’t nurse is constantly on my mind when I interact with her. I’m trying so hard not to let my frustration with it change the way I feel about myself as a mother, but failing.
Failing.
Worse than that, this stress, this ball of guilt [...]
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